As I sit here at the computer I am getting ready to say good-night. My mind is turning down and I think is ready to shut off... and then it comes on and I am overwhelmed by this sense of Love that I can not describe with out words. It starts at my heart and it radiates out towards the world and up towards the Heavens... and I wonder if Jesus is listening to me?
Does He really understand how much I love Him? I am so very Blessed with family and friends and so very thankful that I have the relationships that I do. I wonder if He designed this night?
Does He really want me to feel this Joy inside that I feel? This sense of love so deep that I know it can only come from someone far greater than I.
He touches my heart in places I didn't know where even there.
How does God touch your heart?
He places in it himself, and in Himself is all that you have grown to love... and even when you are not looking right at what you love - you feel it, you know they are there and that you are connected by something so great and beautiful that if you let it ... it will sweep you away into a place that is only meant for you and your creator. He will hold you as you look at things that aren't so fun to look at and then replace it with of love and joy. I have had alot of things that I have needed to look at over the years. Things I needed to repent and change...
no wonder I am filled with so much love and joy.
Thank-you sweet Jesus for my heart and that you have allowed me to feel, learn and grow. Thank-you from the bottom of my heart that you have allowed me to live here for such a time as this. My cup is filled to overflowing. You hold my family and friends, my relationships, all, in Your hand. I praise your name Holy Lord.
... and as I wind down for some Blessed sleep
I end with
GOODNIGHT!
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